The rain is whipping down on us with no mercy, it´s getting darker and people are hurrying home. Well, I´m trying my best to keep my spirits up and get exited about the fact that I´m going to Helsinke to perform on the 2nd of december! It´s going to be a blast!!! Today I did a radio interview for the radio station Radio X3M and it was a good half our that flew by, the reporter knew what he was doing..
For the 9th of december when I play in Stockholm, Strand, we have an opening act competition that is well on the way. Check it out here: ashaalistrand9dec
Hey ya´ll!
I have updated my homepage with lyrics and the songs! Go into the option “Music” and there you´ll find the lyrics to the whole album and the songs to listen while you read.. For you my friends! Check it out here!
Enjoy!
With cherry red lipstick and high heels on
I’m gonna go out tonight
Let them know I’m born
Do what I wanna do see I’m grown
Never asked nothing from no one
I fend for my own
Tell me, tell me I’m wrong
Help me, help me rewrite this song
Standing here it’s painfully clear
I thought I´d loved
Until I loved you
I thought I´d lost
Until I lost you
I will never be fine
No I will never be fine
Chasing you in the back of my mind
You are easy to find
Walk me through it once again
So I understand I´m losing my friend
And the ocean is in an uproar
And the sun just fell into the sky
You say it´s for the better
Then tell me why do I wanna die
I thought I´d loved
Until I loved you
I thought I´d lost
Until I lost you
I will never be fine
No I will never be fine
Since I was a girl seventeen
I´ve made so many mistakes
I haven’t taken care of myself
I never knew when to pull the brakes
Now I was never one to believe
That I was worth a good thing
And so I spent so many years
Holding down my wings
And as the rain falls down
Falling harder every day
Growing pains
I´m having some growing pains
And every time I fall off the train
I get up and try again
Try again
Now I´m not so young anymore
My excuses fly out the door
Daydreaming never saw nothing through
Wishful thinking ain´t gonna keep this boat afloat
Now it´s up to me to redefine the truth
Be brave and make the choice to choose
And as the rain falls down
Clearing up the dust
Growing pains
I´m having some growing pains
And every time I fall off the train
I get up and try again
Try again
In a hurry
But I can´t find my shoes
The light is pouring in telling me to come outside
In a hurry to catch a train go see someone
Someone to make me smile
In a hurry if I stay another minute
I´ll lay down on the floor and I´ll never get up again
You were wearing your dark green jacket
And you smelled of love
And I was down on my knees I was begging you
to stay
But you chose to go
And as the holes in the ground they ate me up whole
And the tears they filled my lungs
And as the rain fell down and I felt it all go
And the tears they filled my lungs
Filled my lungs
In a hurry to catch a train go see someone to
explain it again
That I´m as strong as my wounded soul
And as weak as my foolish pride
We both fucked it up oh yes we did we were so
young, young and stupid
What with my sadness and with your thirst for
independence
So go feed your ego and I´ll find my peace
It plays over and over
How you smelled of love
And I was down on my knees I was crying and
you chose to go, to go
And as the holes in the ground they ate me up whole
And the tears they filled my lungs
And as the rain fell down and I felt it all go
And the tears they filled my lungs
And I died for a week every time I woke up
And the tears they filled my lungs
Filled my lungs
